Charity

Times in life we look to the heavens,
We wonder what lies inside,
When you look to your heart you may hear the answer,
The guiding light is in your soul,
With angel hands to hold you close,
To hold you safe so you know you are loved,
If you know the love in your heart,
You know the peace in your soul,
And you know the wonder that lies in side.

It has taken me a long time to bring myself to create these dedication pages to my beloved angel Charity Hope. I felt words could not convey the love I have for her and the loss I feel. I felt words could not convey to you the emptiness that has been in my heart and soul since 1982.
But as a mom, I felt she would want people to know about her.
To know that she has a twin sister that survived birth, where she did not.
My precious Charity never breathed a breath of life. I carried her for weeks inside of my womb knowing she was gone. That had to be the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Things had to be done in order for her sister Crystal to survive, so I did what had to be done.
No matter what the Dr's tried, nothing kept me from going into labor. Back in 1982, they didn't have the knowledge doctor's nowadays do about stopping labor.
God needed an angel and felt mine was too good for this cruel world, therefore He took her home to be with Him.
Even though she had died inside of me, she is the one who threw me into labor early.
As a result of the premature labor and birth, Charity died while Crystal survived the birth. She survived, but not without consequences. Her Story
Why did God take Charity and leave Crystal?
I do not know the answer.
I believe though, that Charity has been with Crystal since the day she was born.

I love you my little angel, and one day you will be with me again.